Merry Christmas!!!!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

hmm....i think today is the 1st time i receive christmas present from my friends....hehehe

anyway...today is a tired yet wonderful day...

so at 11am...me n suet mun already plan to meet at train station to go to klcc..

there we go to KLCC....

hmm...when we were buyin tickets...a lot of them buy tickets to midvalley...

luckily we r not planning to go there...

fuh...

everything go smoothly so far...

the best thing is we dont really wait for a long long time for the train to come... :P

ok...next...
when we reach klcc...the 1st thing we do is to go get our booked movie tickets...

i booked a japanese ghost story cause most of the new movies i dont really wanted to watch...

n the name of the movie is....."the haunted apartment"

sounds scary rite?

ok...before movie...we still hav time to shop a bit....n also hav to go buy n sneek in some mcd nuggets...hahaha...which i always like to do.... :P
ok....1.50pm has reached...we head in to the cinema n to our seats...

seems to be most of them who watch this movie are MALAYS....

nvm....the scary or i shall say funny part has arrive....

the beginning of the movie was actually the ending of the movie...

the scary part is....SUDDENLY...a hand with blood came out...

the funny part is....everyone scream like as if they were in a roller coaster ride! super loud man..

hahahahahhaha.....

then...there the story goes where that girl was telling back wat has happen be4 this....

this girl, Akiko who was 17 years old was living with her dad where her mom passed away in an accident....

they were planning to move to a cheaper place as her dad wasnt really workin at that time....

so they found an apartment which is quite cheap for them...n so they move in....

when they reach the apartment with their furniture n etc....they notice that their neighbours were very very friendly n helpful.....but....
they didnt know that they are stepping into a cursed apartment...

y??? it has been told that there were a 17 years old girl whose father builded this apartment...

she loves her apartment very much n never go home too late at night (which was actually not the real reason ).....so one day....this girl never go home....she was dissapeared when she was on her way home from school...n after this incident....the apartment was haunted....the tenant of the apartment was told to be back home before 12am or else they will be killed by the ghost....n only the oldest tenants can be set free if there is a new tenant move in....so there the story goes....many weird things happen in the apartment....n finally Akiko decided to investigate on how that ghost died....she finally found out that....the ghost has been molested by her dad everytime she reach home from school....one day...she decided to defend for herself n she was killed by the father n was bury in one of the wall of the house.....n so on...

if u wanna know more go watch the movie....hahahahaha

i actually just cant believe that i am watchin a scary yet funny ghost story..... :D

so after movie which ends at 3.30pm....we started our journey to....SHOP!!!!

went shopping all around klcc....

we took some pic of the tallest christmas tree too....

here u go....me n suet mun's lovely pic...

the tallest christmas tree until cant finish taking the whole christmas tree.... :P

Me n suet mun in RED!!

ok after taking some pics....we continue our shopping....actually my main purpose to go klcc is a plan to buy the pendant i saw another day there....is a love shape pendant from perlini's silver....

when we reach perlini....searching n searching n searching.....cannot find it!!!!!

: (

seems to be like that....everytime i think of getting it on the 2nd visit....that thing sure wont be there anymore!!! :(

nevermind!!!

shop n shop n shop again...

we went into PDI n try out some clothes....

hmm....it look nice but the cutting wasnt suitable....so end up diden buy...but!!! we took pic of it...

hehehe...

nice or not?? :P

so there we are....in the clothes that we diden buy...hahahaha...

ok....we shop somemore....n finally is time for dinner!!!

as i planned....we went to CHILIS!!!

gosh....so many ppl waiting....

we put our names down n come back in about 15 min times....

we went to kinokuniya to get some stationery....

i get some stamps for my students while suet mun got some stationery to make cards...

then head back to chilis n wait to be seated...

n look down!!

yummy....this is mine....the triangle one : quesadillas with beef

inside.....n serve with sour cream....

opposite....is suet mun's food...

crisper chicken....taste good too!!!

ok....before we go....of course time for presents for each other....

we went to perlini's silver again n get each of us a bracelet..... :)

hmm.....which hand is mine n which hand is suet mun's hand ar? :P dont wanna tell....hehehe...

hmm....we also hav same swatch... :P

n finally at 10.30pm.....HOME SWEET HOME....

n now...12.23am.....finally i finished my blog n also the end of CHRISTMAS 2006...

wonder wat will happen on the next christmas... :P

okie..thats all for now....ADIOUS!

unpredictable.....

hmm.....many things as we know are unpredictable......of course...including death....
well....as for me...i think i heard be4 a lot of unpredictable death real story from friends.....
this happens especially when i was in form 5....
so coincidently...there has been at least 3 of my classmate family member passed away out of sudden and in an unpredictable situation.....
one of them.....who father passed away while he was on the way to fetch my friend from tuition..
and....
another 2....thier brother passed away in road accident....
at that time.....i already think that many things in this world happen just like that....
things like death which actually not just only caused sadness in the dead person's family n friends...
but...also will causes difficulties in the dead person's family....people like my friend....who have bright future because of her intelligents has been ruined because she hav no one to count on anymore.....
her brother....who was the main economic supports for the family has gone forever...
n leaving behind a wife n a new born baby....and also the whole family of his....
well....for now....i think i should thank god for what He granted my friend....as she is now accepted into the maktab perguruan which was her dream to become a mathematic teacher...
n i'll wish her luck in everything she do in the future...

seems like she still can manage her life....so far.....

but....as i was in hospital yesterday.....accompanying my mom and my mom's family to bring my uncle for a check up.....i realized...life was even more fragile then ever be4....
y i said so....in my whole life....i never ever attend any funeral be4....which i was glad....
because this means that....all my family n friends are still alive with me in this world....

but it wasn't like this anymore.....
as few weeks ago....my uncle have been having very bad situation in controlling his mind....
from the outside....it looks like he perhaps having too much stress in his work....
no one knows.....until yesterday...
i was inside the doctor's room with them....
n wat looks like in the CT scan film was.....
if i not mistaken....a 2x3 cm tumor in the middle of my uncle's brain....
his left side brain was a bit swollen which causes his mental a bit unstable...
still...at that time i thought everything should be fine...
perhaps all he could do is go for operation....
maybe he would not able to pay for the fees....but....we as family members will always help him in watever we can do....
well....that doctor was just a physician....so he advice us to bring him to melaka for a more detailed check up with a brain specialist....

so there they go today....
so far i dont know wat happen there....
but......
things goes more sadly when my mom was told by my dad saying that most of his friends says brain tumor patient will not survive for long eventhough they go thru surgery and remove the tumor....
i seriously never expect this kinda of sentence to be out.....it sounds so hopeless....
i hav no words to type anymore...
the only words i could say is....

i'll pray to God n hope for His blessing for my uncle so that everything that happens from now on will be as smooth as possible.....even if n only if he really pass away....i also hope that he will not go thru too much suffer n pains.....

the romanian musical journey!

wow wow wow....

this is the 1st time i go for a piano n bassoon concert...

it was so cool!

hmm....lets c...

today i started to get ready at the time of 5pm....

bath then head upstairs to change...

seriously...........

i hav toooooooooooo lil clothes!!!!!

need to go get more clothes!!!! hahaha

ok....so after 45 min...i finally got a pair of clothes to wear...

fully black today....

n also...

everything is not mine except for the pants n my earing...hahaha

all curi from my sis...

:P

ok....after change....i rush down for dinner which i took only 5 min to finish it...

then go up again n find a bag... :)

when putting things in my bag...i check my phone n realize that li ying will be fetchin me at 6.10...haih...wat a relieve...n i also get to that how gen is sick n wont be joinning us for the concert....poor thing...

ok...finally li ying came n off we go to fetch yee cheng in town n to cheras to fetch miss ho....

on the way to wisma kebudayaan sgm was super jam...
but thank god ...we reach very early which was 7.30...

got the tickets n we go all the way up to the auditorium...

still empty...we go all the way down to somewhere near the stage...

n somehow we found out that the ticket hav seat number where actually miss ho were told that it was free seating...

malunya.....

but luckily no one came to the seat yet....

so we head back up again to look for our seat at row U...

haih...it is so far away from the stage!!!

hmm....we waited for like 30min be4 the performance actually started....

well....the sound of the bassoon was ok to me....

just that certain pieces like the swan by saint saen was not mend for bassoon to play it...

sounds so not suitable for bassoon to play that piece...

hmm....the 1st half of the programme which is :

schumann - arabesque op.18 (piano)

chopin - marzurka in F#minor op.6 no.1(piano)

- fantaisie-impromptu op.66 (piano)

- largo from sonata op.65 (trans for bassoon n piano)

- 2 waltzes : C#minor op.64 n Eminor (piano)

tchaikovsky - barcarole from the season op.37 no.6 (trans for bassoon n piano)

saint-saen - the swan (trans for bassoon n piano)

this was all the popular ones...

the 2nd half was all composed by romanian composer....

all of them r 20th century pieces....

some r for solo bassoon n some for solo piano n also some r bassoon n piano....

most of the pieces in the 2nd half r weird...

the only 2 i like were :

ION DUMITRESCU - 5 macedo -romanian songs (bassoon n piano)PAUL CANSTANTINESCE - toccata (dance from dobrudja) for piano

hmm...seems to be like i forgot to mention the pianist n bassoonist's name...

hahaha...

so this 2 musician for this evening concert r...

pianist ~ ILINCA DUMITRESCU

bassoonist ~ VASILE MACOVEI

well...i think the pianist r a wonderful pianist...

love her playing especially when she was playing the last piece...the toccata

hmm...one thing i hate the most in this concert is...

there is one aunty sitting in front of me during the 2nd part of the concert....

her hair was SUPER HUGE......

blocking exactly every view of mine!!!

so irritating!!!!!!!!

oh ya...one funny thing is.....

someone's stomach sings during the concert....hahaha...(u should know who u r... :P)

hmm....i think the concert ends at around 10.30...

then we went for refreshment.....

it was italian food...

just ok ok only...

i drank white wine...n as usual...my face gone red...haha

so everyone was laughing at me...

:P

after that we thougtht of goin to yum cha but then li ying mom called...

so end up cancelling the plan....

then on the way back to miss ho's house....

we laugh like crazy man!!!

so many crap came out....

hahahaha...

hmm...after that li ying fetch everyone home n i think i reach home bout 12.10am...

now quite tired de...

wanna go oink oink...hehehe

be4 i go here is some pic of mine.... :P

me after dressing up...

another me...

this is the programme note for today's concert....

freedomless...

seems like after i started working in yamaha...i seems like i dont hav any freedom anymore....
the only day which is sunday where i can spend time with my family is already being replace by my job....though...i will hav more money to spend but then....if i could choose i would prefer to spend time with my family..hahaha....or izzit i just missed the time for shopping... :P
i also dunno....most probably is both i guess..well...for the sake of money....i think i will hav to sacrifice my sunday....haih...the worst thing i think is i will hav to wake up very early in the morning in order for me to get out to town.....that really kills me...hahaha...

oh ya....i forgot that i haven mention about my 1st day of work in yamaha...
well...i already guessed it....the 1st day would be quite horrified....
1st of all...i thought that since is my 1st day there so better not be late...
i cant believe that they actually open "really" on time....
so i reach there about 10 min earlier then i will hav to wait outside....
seems scary...cause no one was around!!!!

ok...the next thing is i think i dont really know how to communicate with ppl around....
or it is just my personality that i am shy...hahaha...i also dunno...

worst of all.....my 1st 4 or 5 or even 6 student did not arrive on the 1st day....
izzit because they dont know or just they change thier mind?
dunno la....
okok....i think about 11 am only i 1st student arrive for class....wow....in my heart i was like saying FINALLY....
ok start teaching my 1st lil student...she was 7 i think... :)
n then follow on with a 15 year old student...
n then n then got one 6 years old boy...shy shy wan....hahaha

ok...the most embarrassing moment hav arrive....
after sometime....i thought one of my student did not come for class...
so i waited in my room...
knock knock....
"tiffanie...u should come out to look for ur student"
ok...i was so shock!!!
how would i know which one is my student...
n anyway...i thought the staff will bring the student to me...
ok nvm....i will replace class for that girl this week which is tomorrow...

n when the time i goin home....
i was asking ques about the attendance book...
n then one of the staff told me that she told the student to go into my room after my student come out...n somehow that parent diden ask her girl to go in....haih...
so basically i think it is not my fault...
anyway...too bad.....i am new there...
so no choice la...

ok....hav to go sleep now...
n prepare my mind for another day in yamaha...
hopefully everything would be better tomorrow....

wat a relieved.....

today was the time i was waiting for~~~~
at 3 something pm....i took my phone n saw a msg...

inside : hey gurl, the jury result is out! <-----from rain

wow....at this moment my mind was blank!
i cant believe the result is out so soon....

so....i pack my books on the piano n head upstairs for the computer...
i open the internet explorer....n.....
AH....the page cannot be loaded~!
irritating...
so i try my best to get it loadad...
wala....
my academic result page is open right in front of my eyes...
well....result was as i suppected..... a B for my piano jury....
wat a relieve!!!!
i could proceed to degree programme....yea!!!

although everyone seems to get better marks than me...
but i will not GIVE UP!

hmm...other than that....my cello got 79!
grrr.....only 1 more mark to get A....

n....choir....i think mr. ian judge by group...
because so coincident....rain got the same marks as mine...73...
wonder how much raechen got...hehe

anyway....now is the time to plan for my degree programmes...
n also hav to make myself prepare for the busy life in the next 3 years time...

hopefully everything will goes well...
n i will be graduating in year 2009!

thats all for now!
adious!

titleless....

just dunno wat happen to my mood today....
or i should say tonight...
many things just pop out from my mind out of sudden...
sad ones....
there are no one that i can trust anymore...
friends....family.....even myself...
or i shall say that i dont know who i can trust n who i cant...
i think i have been good to everyone...
i never lie to my friendship...
but somehow...
things seems to happen...
how?
i also dunno...
can anyone let me know the answers to all my blues?
:_(
or....am i just dreaming?
everything that is happening is not true rite?
i wanna get out of this dream....
plz...someone plz lead me out of this miserable dream....
i hate it....
y cant everyone be good to each other in this world...
y am i born with such a simple mind?
y did i just believe watever ppl tell me?
y am i so STUPID~!?
plz....plz lead me to an answer to all the questions above...
i dont wanna live in such a situation anymore!!!!

someone....plz get me out of here....no matter who u r....human...god....just whoever....
get me out of here~!!!!!!!!!

F1 in school....

hmm....hav been workin with phylicia for joseph on the 4th n 5th of november in time square..

well...having fun time there....basically me n phylicia hav ntg much to do on that event....but really learn some stuff from joseph... :)

plus...i love this event....it is about F4 students creating n build a mini F1 car...n thier car will be sent for racing on these 2 days....so cool...how do i wish they hav such competition during my time....hehehe...

n the winner goes to..........................................SMK CONVENT BUKIT NENAS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

congrats girls~!

n also wish u all luck in the up coming competition in Melbourne ,Australia...
well well well....
this competition also prove that not only guys r good at enginneering stuff...us girls can do it too~!!!!!!!!!
ok....besides the competition....petronas also launching thier new F1 car....

cool car~!

me n phylicia on the new petronas F1 car~!

hehehe....

my name tag~ :P

me n lovely phylicia~

genting trip~~

This is a 3days 2nights trip to genting which includes me, nicole, stella and of course cute lil rachel......well...this trip was so much more fun than the previous one last year....we get to stay in beautiful as well as high tech highland hotel.....too high tech that we dont know that we need to actually on the lights only the whole room hav electricity....hahaha....so the first day we reach there about 3pm....check-in------bath-------then dinner....after dinner we go shopping for awhile then at 9pm sharp we when for that msyteria magic show with me n nicole enjoying the show with a double scoop baskin robbin....yummy~! well...the show was quite ok.....Next we when for karaoke....sing n sing n sing till 2am in the morning......n final programme on the 1st day was.......playing RAMI~!!!! love this game very much....hehehe....n also as usual nicole be the big winner of the night.... :)

The next morning,we hav our breakfast in mcD....then continue with our most important event for the 2nd day................... outdoor theme park~!!!! hmm....the 1st ride was the tobogon..i hope i spelled correctly....n then we when for the cyclone...love this ride very much...though this ride is actually kinda old where it hav to be push by man power....hehehe....n next was the spinner~!! well...for me i dont really like it....because it is kinda boring n dizzzzyyyy to me...n then.....



here we go....sitting on the white horse without havin any prince with us....but nvm....hehehe....so this pic is me n missy stella....

n then...me n nicole up close pic....

wow...i love this pic...me n nicole look so 'yau yeng'... :P

ah ha....this hav 3 person...n the additional funny one of course is ms rachel bin abdullah lee....hahahahahahahahaha....

right after horse ride...we went for the spinning cup ride....rachel n stella where in a cup...n me n nicole is in another cup....so this is me n pretty nicole...

wow...after a dizzy spinning in the cup....we went

for....hmm...wat is this ride name again....ah....the flying saucer....~!!!!! me n rachel where in the red flying saucer shooting stella n nicole's yellow flying saucer....hahahahahaha.....oh ya...the funny thing is me n rachel's plane never fly up high....so cant shoot them down... :(

ok ok next....we went to the scaaarrryyyyy pirate ghost house....well....i think it really diden scare anyone at all even ms nicole n rachel weren scared....hahahha....n that stupid laughing sound from the ghost house r so funny~~~

so the next ride was.....oh....raining~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we went back to indoor...n play Archery~!!!! all of us is 1st time archerer and is BAD in it....but...find out it is kinda interesting...so go for 2nd game....the people there r good....keep on giving us extra bow...well...actually most of us r like quite tired already....hehehe...then....lunch time~!

wow...lunch was horrible i quess....it is so expensive n taste bad~!!!!!!!!! ok...dont talk about bad stuff....next we went for that sg rajang flush ride...well....at first we thought we can go in 4 person per ride....but we cant....so me n rachel go in a log n stella n nicole go in a log.......n of course....by the time we r out....we r all WET~! i think the most teruk wan is nicole....poor thing....

ok ok....the next thing we when up to the hill where me n stella went for corkscrew....sad case....it is raining again....so in order to get to be in the 1st seat...me n stella wait there for like 15 to 20 min i think...n there we go....turning 360 degree....phew......welll well...waited for 15 mins but the ride was only 1.5 min....then me n stella again...because nicole n rachel were scare...we went for SOLERO SHOT~! AH....it was scarry~ n then finally....nicole n rachel is joinning us...although is not solero shot...that ride still scare rachel...hahahaha...we r in ferris wheel`!!!!!!!!!

me ....stella n nicole n ferris wheel...while rachel was the tembling camera man...

hahahaha.....

n then we went for the spinner again because it is so EMPTY~!!!!then we when for boat riding....that was a tiring game....then....ah...the bumper boat...stupid la...we wait for so long n can only take the ride for 10 min...worst thing of all...my boat mati enjin~! grrr....

so...there we go...the end of the second day....well....dinner was tasty~hehehe...we had pizza hut~!!!! then went shopping...i got a wallet...then to the video game part to finish our tokens...n went back to room...everyone was pretty tired...n i am the latest to sleep because wanna finish watching the healing hands 3....hehehe

the last day....i am the one who woke up earliest as well....pack everything...then one by one woke up and pack stuff....we finish watching the halloweentown 2 then only we check out n head back home with cable car then bus then train then only car....hahaha...need soooo many type of transport to get home...

n now...home at last....home sweeeeet home... :)

sleepy messy......... 

; )

yea~!!
i just cant believe wat i heard from the phone call....
i got PROMOTED from yamaha....
i am so glad...
hopefully everything goes well while teaching in yamaha....
n also...
hopefully i earn enough money to actually overcome my financial problem now...
cause i super broke now...!!!
hahaha...
wish me luck~!
: )

first interview then recital...haiz...

Firstly.....
i have been ask to go for interview in yamaha kajang....
when? it is on tues 10/10/2006
well...i think i am not really panic or wat so ever at that time....
some how...
it happen that i forgot how to play my Beethoven,sonata in G opus 49,no.2 (from memory) ...
so i keep on trying n tying n trying....n i got thru it...
but....once again i broke down at almost the end of the piece....sad....

alright.....next i go on with my 2nd piece....the lyrical LISZT, consolation no. 2...
well i think i played this quite ok...well partly it is because i have the score with me....
but...i just cant get thru the harsh notes that i hav played...

next.....the worst nightmare....
SIGHT READING~!
i never expect that this section will come out....
but well...is sight reading so no point knowing if it is include in the interview or not...
so i played the piece that they asked me to play...
i think the sight reading is still ok...besides my rhythm of course which i played like as if it is in 12/8 time rather than 4/4 time....hahaha...

then go on with the real thing...
the INTERVIEW...
from overall i think i did not answer that well....
everything that i answered seems to be not straigth to point~!
haiz....
badla...
worst of all....
i just crap out about the ques where he asked me how to teach rhythm....
this ques never comes into my mind be4...
oh well....thank god that i remember what the lady say about teaching some kids rhythm during the masterclass last sem....
fuh...
get thru also i think...
n is kinda dum of me not telling them that i hav experience teaching special kids...haih...wasted..

ok...interview is over n lets move on to the next most important event....RECITAL.....

wow....i cant believe that i actually just finish my recital this afternoon....
n.....it was HORRIBLE.....
seems to be like i am having the habit of repeating pieces....
which is wat happened today in the recital...
i just dont get it...
i cant play even the beginning of the piece....
so....i ask for restart again....
:(
but....
everything goes fine after that though i hav a bit of slip here n there...
n one happy thing is....
i did not SPEED UP~!!!!!!
cant believed it...
i thought i did getting faster n faster n faster....
hahhaha...

alright....
got to go to bathe my beloved doggy...MESSY....
she is super smelly now...
hehehehhe
bye...

i passed~!!!

yea~!!!!!
i finally passed my moral~!!!!
fuh~
n i cant believed that i actually got 65 marks~!
hmm..i think is because it is a supplementary paper,that y i will only get the highest grade which is c+...
but never mind...
is good enough~!
as long as i passed it~!!!
now...
i have to concentrate on practical piano jury exam~!!!!!
wish me luck~!
hehehehehe...

the reflection~~

ok...previous blog was a recall to wat i mention be4 in friendster blog...
now...lets talk about the decision of it...
finally...i hav made up my mind and decide to take AT diploma exam in my next step...
n who to teach..?
i think wat happen now is...i will go on with my current private teacher first...
n also at the same time...get help from my college lecturer to help polished up the pieces that i will play for my AT exams..
not sure if it will be the best decision...but..it helps to sort out my financial problem..
so wat i can do now is "kin po hang po"....

haih...forget about that...
lets talk about wat happen in college this sem...
well...i think it is the most relax sem i hav n will be the only sem that i can enjoy as well....
this sem....i will only hav 3 subject to go thru...
my major instrument--->piano
my minor instrument--->cello
and choir class..
so will be in college only on mon n wed...
althought this sem is super free....i hav to also prepare my jury(piano exam) in only
7 WEEKS~!!!
wow...
cant believe that my progression is so much faster than the previous sem....!!!
izzit because of exam pressure?or is just that piece is quite easy?
haha...i also dunno....
hopefully i can do well in my jury....
not to say to get A...but a least i hav to pass the jury....
or else i will be left behind....

hmm...oh ya...this sem choir seems to be more fun than the previous one....
this sem...Ian seems to be in good mood (so far so good la)
he's been making lots of joke...
particularly bout the pianist style of playin....
super funny... :)
n today....we hav to sing a typical japanese children song~!
omg....this song is extremely funny...not only because of the rhythm but also the lyrics~!!!!!!!
cant sing properly when singing this song....cause....i cant stop laughing~!!!!

well hope that everything will go fine...
so thats it for now..
Sayonara~!

Recalls.....

am i myself??
if i am...y cant i control my own feelings?
haih...
wat firstly happen was i am worried about my practical exam result....
n now...
i already got the result n i pass with 125 marks which is equals to merit...
well...i think most people will think it is good enough for getting a merit in Gd 8 practical exam...
at first...
i WAS glad that i got a merit~!
but somehow...
i was really sad when i ask my teacher about another student of his who took the gd 8 exam as well... she got a DISTINCTION~! just enough ....130 marks~!
i just feel very bad because i think i practice so much more than her...
as well i heard her played her first piece which was by Handel n it dont sound prepared to me (the day she play that piece was just a day be4 her real exam).....
disappointed................... :(
y is this happening...?????
in myself i know....i shouldn`t compare myself with others because different ppl hav different ability in different things...especially things which deals with art....
but...i just cant accept that in fact she DID much more better than me....
n now...something more worst is happening...
first of all....i need to decide wat will be my next step....
i am suppose to continue with my diploma... but....which one to take...?????
2 opinions is running thru my head now..... some say taking PC (performance cert.) will ensure i will hav a diploma in hand after a year of preperation.....
then....the 2nd group say....taking PC will be wasting my time....just go straight forward to AT.... but AT will take me at least 1 and 1/2 years to prepare..
n as well...AT is harder to pass compared to PC...
AH~~~~~~~~~~~
so irritating.....
y lifes hav to hav so MANY decision to make........................
so...this problem is still bugging me till today...
but....there comes the 2nd problem....
i need to n i want to learn pop piano music with my current teacher.....
the problem is....
i will not able to pay for my fees which is EXPENSIVE................
plus....my parent keep on asking me y am i still learning outside where i hav teachers to teach me in college...
but.......
they just dont understand..........
these two things are different...........
i understand as they were havin some finance problem because of the bad business they were facing these years....
but then....
haih...
i really dunno wat to do now....
besides...Raechen n Su-ann did give me opinion on this...which they suggest me to learn in college because the lecturer were more professional...
but meanwhile...college fees is not cheap as well...
so how......???????
i also dunno wat to do now....