unpredictable.....

hmm.....many things as we know are unpredictable......of course...including death....
well....as for me...i think i heard be4 a lot of unpredictable death real story from friends.....
this happens especially when i was in form 5....
so coincidently...there has been at least 3 of my classmate family member passed away out of sudden and in an unpredictable situation.....
one of them.....who father passed away while he was on the way to fetch my friend from tuition..
and....
another 2....thier brother passed away in road accident....
at that time.....i already think that many things in this world happen just like that....
things like death which actually not just only caused sadness in the dead person's family n friends...
but...also will causes difficulties in the dead person's family....people like my friend....who have bright future because of her intelligents has been ruined because she hav no one to count on anymore.....
her brother....who was the main economic supports for the family has gone forever...
n leaving behind a wife n a new born baby....and also the whole family of his....
well....for now....i think i should thank god for what He granted my friend....as she is now accepted into the maktab perguruan which was her dream to become a mathematic teacher...
n i'll wish her luck in everything she do in the future...

seems like she still can manage her life....so far.....

but....as i was in hospital yesterday.....accompanying my mom and my mom's family to bring my uncle for a check up.....i realized...life was even more fragile then ever be4....
y i said so....in my whole life....i never ever attend any funeral be4....which i was glad....
because this means that....all my family n friends are still alive with me in this world....

but it wasn't like this anymore.....
as few weeks ago....my uncle have been having very bad situation in controlling his mind....
from the outside....it looks like he perhaps having too much stress in his work....
no one knows.....until yesterday...
i was inside the doctor's room with them....
n wat looks like in the CT scan film was.....
if i not mistaken....a 2x3 cm tumor in the middle of my uncle's brain....
his left side brain was a bit swollen which causes his mental a bit unstable...
still...at that time i thought everything should be fine...
perhaps all he could do is go for operation....
maybe he would not able to pay for the fees....but....we as family members will always help him in watever we can do....
well....that doctor was just a physician....so he advice us to bring him to melaka for a more detailed check up with a brain specialist....

so there they go today....
so far i dont know wat happen there....
but......
things goes more sadly when my mom was told by my dad saying that most of his friends says brain tumor patient will not survive for long eventhough they go thru surgery and remove the tumor....
i seriously never expect this kinda of sentence to be out.....it sounds so hopeless....
i hav no words to type anymore...
the only words i could say is....

i'll pray to God n hope for His blessing for my uncle so that everything that happens from now on will be as smooth as possible.....even if n only if he really pass away....i also hope that he will not go thru too much suffer n pains.....