confession...

many thing goin thru my mind...
trust...commitment...communication...respect...romance...honesty...n lots more...
do these factors exist in a relationship...

do they?

can they all meet up n live together?
the answer...i believe it is a NO...
at least it will not happen in real life...
sad huh?

imagine every couple could fulfill these factors in their relationship..
there will no longer hav this word "DIVORCE" in the dictionary...

but y they can unite all these in a relationship?
y come they compromise?
i believe i hav seen too MUCH<---infinity
izzit that i never experience before thats y i dont understand the concept?
izzit?

but...one thing i am sure...
i feel unsecure now...being listening and experiencing friends around me getting into a relationship and the break off with a broken heart...
i have a little feeling that is hard to make me to be confident in a relationship...
am i over-protecting myself?
or am i just a loser in relationship...
i have no idea...

can someone please come and hold my hand and say..."trust me..you will be fine and happy to be with me for the rest of ur life.."

i guess i am too into dreamland..
please...someone come n wake me up...
will ya?

.........

i feel so stupid right now....
-_-

omg..

oh god...please tell me wat am i doin... *faint*

i dont know wat i want now...

dazed and confused...

life has no fun...

god has been creating more n more difficulties that human got to face...
more n more people got AIDS...
more n more n more people got cancer...
is all this indeed god's arrangement?
or is it yet another human made disaster?
any clue?

jay u're the best!!!

wonderful performance by jay chou and yundi li...
i wanna play it too!!!!!







1st- Etude Op.10 No5 aka "black keys"
2nd- Chopin waltz Op.64 No.2 and improvised
3rd- if not mistaken...it is variation on flight of the bumblebee..

jay u're the best!!!

1st time!

wow...i got to say rain is right...clubbin is fun!
hahahaha...costly too of course... :P

having lots of fun with miss rain and joelin yesterday nite..
1st we went to loaf...quite boring...not many ppl were dancing...
so decided to change location...we decided to go poppi...
grr....is not open...
so no choice we change to aloha...
then music there was quite boring...
n ppl there sucks!
so change location again!! hahahaha
at last we kinda found the right club...
although it is not the club we wanna go but at least the music there is much better than the rest...
n that place is thai club.. :)

having lots of fun there...
after a drink it blow up my mind and start dancing crazyly...hahahaha
hmm..by the way...the drink we ordered was called lamborgini<---dunno correct spellin or not...hahaha
i love it...very interestin drink and nice too! hahaha
hav a look!



suppose to hav fire...but cant really c it on the pic...



nice make up rite???
of course not i do it myself wan la!
miss SU-ANN did it for me and also miss JOELin doin the fake lashes for me...
thanks gurls!


for now...only 3 pic...cause the rest of the pic is with my friends...
so girls! quickly sent me the photos!!!!!! :)

yea!!!!!!!!!

finish all the stressful exams...................

well...1st of all theory.....
haih...no comment la...just feel stupid for the mistake that i've done...
history.....so difficult....dunno how to doooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!
jury....good good....no slips and i can actually control my mind and nerves now...hahahahahhaa....

opps...forgot to mention about cme...
i got quite a good comment from the jurers....so hopefully i'll get good result...
and thanks ms eyvonne for playin the violin for me!!!!
u are GREAT!!!!!!!!!
thank you so so so much!!!!!!!
:)