PISSED!

i am pissed with him since the 1st day of orchestra rehersal!
n today is the day to tell him off...

1st of all...he being no brain...
tries to open the recital hall door eventhough the piano is so AUDIABLE!
n wat is the reason he gave?
"how would i know there is an exam goin on?
i am a 1st semester student here"
ok...FINE...if u dont know there is an exam goin at least wait till that person finish playin his/her piece then only u come in la...then i said...i believe if i ask any 1st semester they would know...
his answer..."i have no friends...thats y"
SWEAT!

"btw,how would i know if that person is just practicing in the hall!?"

THIS IS MANNER!
not about U KNOW IT OR NOT!

oh well...he felt offended...
so wat he say...
"if she is a good pianist she could continue eventhough there is someone bangin the door"

and and and...
"it is also very RUDE for the way u speak to me"
and and and...
"your friend also has no manner too...goin out half way during the rehersal"

so ppl...how would u categorize this KIND of person...?
cant fight against me and in the end took out some grandma story to put me off?

GO HOME N TALK TO UR GRANDMA LA...
CANT FIGHT ME MEANS U CANT...

really cant wait for tmr concert to end...
cause best of all...i dont need to SEE u for the rest of the day!
and btw...today is not ur day...cause even my horoscope say it is the day to shout at someone i dont like n i will most likely win the FIGHT!

so ya...TOO BAD!

n if u ever get my nerves...
i will use all my energy to carry up a double bass and throw it at u...
definately the spike will be poke into ur MOUTH!


ps: sorry to whoever other than HIM who read my blog...as i am being so aggressive...hahahaha

done!!!

finally...done with jury...
now wats left is orchestra concert!!!
YEA!!!

how was jury?
haih...not good at all...
book is in front of me but yet...playing wrongly...stop here n there...

*_*

hopefully i can pass la..

dont care...
wat i care now is my holiday!
hahahahahaa...

oh btw...
sounds like wat my friend say is true...
i think i got panic attack...
never thought it would happen to me...
but...ya it did...
n it still bother me before jury...
haih...

n thanks nicole n jeslyn for comin to pasar malamin with me...
having GREAT time!
purely stress reliever...
hahahaha
:)

hope for the best

jury is tmr...
hopefully everything goes well...

today?
haih...no idea wat happen to me...
woke up around 4.45pm..
n...oh no!!! i am late...
so quickly take my clothes n headed to bathroom..
n dizziness strike me...
so many stars in front of me!
walk out from the bathroom...
n eventually fell down...as my feet were wet...

so ya...bruises all over my leg..hand..n chest...
*_*

n in the end...cant even go for orchestra rehersal...

thank god i am feeling better now...
were pretty worried about if i could make it for jury...
so ya...thank god...

done done done...

finally...i am kinda done with my term paper...
now wats left is jury and orchestra concert...
haih...
JUST CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm nvm...
still got 4 more days...
n hoorraaayyyyy!!!!

n very 1st vacation already planned...
which falls on coming sun...hahaha
where?
genting...
hahahaha...
yea...even though it is very near..
but better than ntg lo..
hopefully my dad manage to book room for me nic and jes...
:)

flowery love...

great relief...
all my written test is done...
wats left is 3 performance exam n one concert...
oh...n of course...i hav to work on my term paper...

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these days...my house has been full of flowers...
1stly...my mom grew some sunflowers which was gorgeous...


beauty of nature...



hmm...sunflowers...to me...it represent a new beginning...
and of course...always look at the bright side...
that is wat the sunflowers did...never ever look away from the sun...hahahaha...

n the next flower that was also in my house...
i dont know wat is the english name for this flower...
but in canto i think it is call the "kieng fa"

a very very special flower indeed...
it never seems to shine in daylight...
y?
it only blooms at night...
n after few hours of glory...
it return back to its original form...
n specially...i have 7 of them...
n they all bloom together at the same night...which was yesterday night...

but of course...there r 2 of them that i particularly fell in love with...
it grows out from 1 leaf...
looks like as if...they were a couple that began a new life...
but...sadly...their love could only be seen at night...
it was for only few hours that they could actually see each other's personality and beauty...
but think of it another way round...
the shorter the time u hav...the more u appreciate each other...

view it urself...yet another great creation of mother nature...








enjoy n good nite..

u will never get wat u expect to get...

i have to stop dreamin...
dreaming dreams that is almost impossible to happen...
so many things that i expect in my life dint really goes the way i want it to...
n i hav lost faith in dreams...

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whole day has been studying...
i am pretty ok with wat has dr jeff taught us...
but ms chong?
haih...like rae say....is more of memorizing word by word rather than by understanding...
which i really hate...
i hate malaysian way of teaching and learning process...
irritating...

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just read my friends blog....
eyes fill with tears...
it reminds me of my grandfather...
he is the best grandparent i hav...
so i really really miss him...
sometimes...
while i was driving...
seeing an old man with short pants n shirt riding a motorbike reminds me of him...
i never expect i will lose him so soon...
i wish he could be in my convo picture just like he did in my sis's pic...
i miss you...

anyway...to my beloved friend...
i hope u can stand strong n go thru watever exams u hav in coming days...
good luck...

week 7=14 weeks

there goes my short sem...
only 1 days left...

n yet...i hav assessment on the last day of lecture...
wat a "wonderful" semester...

haih...finally jury date is out...
mine is on 29th oct..
which i am kinda happy about it..
the earlier...the better...

n another happy thing is..
term paper deadline is postpone to 28th oct...
YEA!!!
means i dont need to touch it until i finish my finals which is next mon n tues...

cant wait for 29th oct to come...
nervous but of course i rather it come faster than keep on waitin...

i need a proper break after that...
stress-free...

stress is in the AIR

i feel the STRESS again...
after knowing when will my cme exam be and
ms chong were like telling us wat will be up in exam?
STRESS...

n worst of all...2nd keyboard skill accessment is like 2 days time...
DIE...

today...went to upm for rehersal again...
thought raechen could show the way to that so call music hall...
but in the end...we need someone to guide us there...
hahahahaha

well...being late is not too bad afterall...
we managed to get our dream come true by sitting at the last row...
FAR FAR AWAY FROM "you know who"
hahahahhaha

everytime he wants to turn behind and make comment...
he was blocked by 2 cellist from upm...
so in the end...no message sent!
muahahahahahahaha
LOVE OUR SEATING NOW...
hahahahaha

haih...i guess i better go sleep now..
so tired..

strucked by god of shoppin..

man...i think i've been strucked by god of shoppin...
today went for shoppin AGAIN!
hahahahaha

this time...sg wang n time square...
dint get anything from sg wang...
but..
after dinner...
everything changed...

got so many clothes today!
1st i got a dress for like RM25 only?
then 2 short pants and a black tube for the dress..
and finally a jacket...

n total?
i think is about RM100...
which is like not even enough to pay for my crocs...
hahahahaha
unbelievable man...

cant really go shopping anymore...
1st of all...no money de...
then i believe it will be 3 more very very busy week...
hopefully everything goes well in comin weeks...

whoa...unbelievable

was actually plan to go shopping with ms cindy and raechen...
end up goin shoppin with my darling...suet mun...

how to describe this shopping trip...
in a word....WONDERFUL!

never ever feel so satisfied for a looooooooooooong time de..
this is really a stress reliever..after so many busy days in college...

so summary on wat i got!

1st stop..FOS
got a very cheap short pants for only RM30 !!!!

next...P & CO...
again...cheap stuff...
a blouse for only RM15.60?
hehehehe

then....CROCS..
a mary jane with color: cotton candy..
+++ 2 deco...
u dont wanna know the price...
hahahaha

and finally...last stop be4 we go back...
3.6
yet another cheap thing...
a skirt for only RM29.70!


seriously...never expect that i would get so many things from this shopping trip..
btw...where i go?
of course my 2nd home...MIDVALLEY...hehehehe

oh...not to mention...
we had dinner in SAN FRANCISCO...
no no no...not the city...
but the steak house..
hehehe
at 1st i thought it will be quite pricey...
it is quite pricey but it is about the same as chilis or tony romas...
just slightly more ex...

so ya...i LOVE my day!

btw...did i mention i got a PSP like 3 days ago?
hahahaha...other than shopping..
i was ENJOYIN playin my psp...hehehee

JEALOUS?

muahahahahaha