first interview then recital...haiz...

Firstly.....
i have been ask to go for interview in yamaha kajang....
when? it is on tues 10/10/2006
well...i think i am not really panic or wat so ever at that time....
some how...
it happen that i forgot how to play my Beethoven,sonata in G opus 49,no.2 (from memory) ...
so i keep on trying n tying n trying....n i got thru it...
but....once again i broke down at almost the end of the piece....sad....

alright.....next i go on with my 2nd piece....the lyrical LISZT, consolation no. 2...
well i think i played this quite ok...well partly it is because i have the score with me....
but...i just cant get thru the harsh notes that i hav played...

next.....the worst nightmare....
SIGHT READING~!
i never expect that this section will come out....
but well...is sight reading so no point knowing if it is include in the interview or not...
so i played the piece that they asked me to play...
i think the sight reading is still ok...besides my rhythm of course which i played like as if it is in 12/8 time rather than 4/4 time....hahaha...

then go on with the real thing...
the INTERVIEW...
from overall i think i did not answer that well....
everything that i answered seems to be not straigth to point~!
haiz....
badla...
worst of all....
i just crap out about the ques where he asked me how to teach rhythm....
this ques never comes into my mind be4...
oh well....thank god that i remember what the lady say about teaching some kids rhythm during the masterclass last sem....
fuh...
get thru also i think...
n is kinda dum of me not telling them that i hav experience teaching special kids...haih...wasted..

ok...interview is over n lets move on to the next most important event....RECITAL.....

wow....i cant believe that i actually just finish my recital this afternoon....
n.....it was HORRIBLE.....
seems to be like i am having the habit of repeating pieces....
which is wat happened today in the recital...
i just dont get it...
i cant play even the beginning of the piece....
so....i ask for restart again....
:(
but....
everything goes fine after that though i hav a bit of slip here n there...
n one happy thing is....
i did not SPEED UP~!!!!!!
cant believed it...
i thought i did getting faster n faster n faster....
hahhaha...

alright....
got to go to bathe my beloved doggy...MESSY....
she is super smelly now...
hehehehhe
bye...