i understand..

was watchin a show on astro aec just now..
it was a chat with our olympic silver medallist...lee chong wei...
feel very bad for our country sportmen and sportwomen as we wont understant how much stress they undergo during the competition..

n for chong wei...the stress he undergo is so much more bigger...as he know the whole country gave him a big hope on gettin the gold medal..but he failed to do so..
if i were him...i seriously dunno how to go on with my life..

but...he is a real strong man...still have the energy and commitment and full of hope in his up coming competition...hopefully...he will create a bigger history in his future in badminton...

besides...his coach...misbun sidek...is another great person and i shall say...malaysia are lucky to have both chong wei and sidek..
his coach...was a very hardworking and responsible coach...
despite on facing and take caring of his sick wife...
he still keep his responsible as chong wei's coach...followed and guided chong wei throughout this beijing olympic games 2008...
a SALUTE to both heros of our country...


seriously...i do understand how he felt right after the shuttlecock dint go pass the net and lost the game...
really..feels like it is the end of the world...
i believe...if i were him at that time...these questions will go through my mind...
"how could i not win this game?"
"why cant i find a strategy?"
"i am such a failure"
"i let my family,coach and country down"

then...tears will just automatically rolled down my cheek...

y i know?
cause i been through something like that be4...
eventhough it is not a big event like this...
eventhough i am not facing the stress as big as he does...
still..

wat happen was...i came out from my gd 7 practical exam..
that was the 1st time i feel like doomsday..
sent a msg to my teacher n said "i believe i am goin to fail my exam"
then...tears just keep on rolling down...
dont even dare pickin up my teacher's phone call..

n...the 2nd time was just early this month..
but dont feel like mentioning it..

anyway...again congrats chong wei and keep it up!
hopefully the next olympic you will get a gold medal!
:)