journey...

journey into another stage of life has begun....
as i was a just an infant on 2nd of march 1988...
a little girl who goes to kindergarden in between 1992-1994...
then a primary school girl in between 1995-2000...
next a secondary school girl in between 2001-2005...
n now...a college girl who pursuing a degree in music....

life before college is definately easier to go through......
or perhaps...certain ppl might think that life in college is still bearable...
as for me...i think college life was fine but not when it is add together with working...
well...i dont mean that i dont enjoy wat i am doin now...but...wat i get back is far too little....y!?

some ppl r too lucky that their parents can afford to give watever they want, in addition, they dont need to work for wat they want...

for me, i am just stayin at the average point...

i did get wat i always wanted to, so that my life will be easier...but as the result...i will also need to pay for a easier life....for all the hardwork that i hav done...the pay that i hav is not to be used to treat myself but others...i dont know if i should be happy about it or not....the good thing is i get to go around easier but the bad thing is i hav no life anymore...

is this suppose to be undergo by everyone in this world?
or am i just stupid because i just carry watever things that might not need me to carry it at all?

i dont know wat to do now...or i shall say...all i can do now is to be patient of wat i am facing now n wait for the best to arrive in future....but how long would that be????

all i hope now is that someone can always be beside me, hug me, n give me support,courage and all his strength to help me to go on...