the world greatest destroyer...

n this award goes to my niece...
she destroy my...
*my psp screen protector
*my stationaries...
*my urtext
*my toys
*my hairclips
*my room wall decorations

and many more...

and today...a priceless thing of mine..
she broke it...and i guess my mom hav to clean it and throw it into the dustbin..
n that is a bottle of sand from samui..
memories of our 1st anniversary in samui..
our 1st time travelling oversea..
our 1st anniversary gift...

now it is in the dustbin...

heart broken...
speechless...
sad...

even if i could go back to samui to get those sands...there are no longer the same... *_*'

DEADline..

i just realize a huge huge HUGE mistake done by me...
i forgot to sign my students up for theory exam...GOSH...how could this happen?

i am so so so so so so so so so so so GUILTY right now...
OMG how could this happen to me????

n honestly...i dont mean to blame...but i think my center should do what my other center does...
which is to ask us to write down who is taking exam in my studio and give me form when time arrives...
yes...it is totally TEACHER's responsibility to remind student to sign up for exam...
but cant totally blame us on forgetting about the deadline...especially when one teacher hav so many students..

aih...i really feel so bad that i think about how to explain to my student's parent whenever i am free these 2 days....
like last night...i cant even sleep welll...ARRRGGGGG...

well...for what i know is that...all i can do is to try my best to teach them the next grade while waiting for the next intake...

*CRY OUT LOUD!!!!!*

sorry sorry sorry...i really dont mean to...please forgive me...

anyone interested to do reseach on me?

my mood swings all the time...
i can be very happy at a moment and sad or frustrated on the other hand..

like today...i just have no idea why am i so frustrated with dear...
i know he did nothing wrong...but everything he said...i just feel like...GRRRrr...

then thanks to the power of deserts....
my mood went to the happier side...

funny me...
actually this has happen since teenager...
but y is that so?

anyone wanna do research on my psycho/?
u will be most welcome... :P

ps: sorry dear...thanks for everything u did to cool me down...muahahaha

glad that i found u...

yes...as simple as the header...
love you...

feel great to be loved...

i am glad that i have sooooooooooo many ppl who love me...
thanks...

the hope crashing down to the solid ground..

once...i thought i have receive hope...hope to be me again..
but the strings attached to the hope were broken n gone crashing down to the ground...
it did passes my hand...
but..
it slip off...

yes...before that, i already overcome my fear..
because at that time...i know i still have hope...
but now...my hope have scattered into pieces and could never be mend..

worst of all...what i am having now may not be permanent..

is quite difficult to go through this rough times...
but if this is what God has planned for me...
i will obey and try my best to coped with it..

i AM really trying my best to live as happily as i can...
i hope this energy will be enough for me to go through the entire life...

i guess this kind of failure makes me a better person?
hopefuly...