once again...in the state of confusion...

was trying to forget something...
but the something came back to me...and somehow i couldn't resist on having it back...

i really don't know wat to do or how to deal with it now...

is desperation a force that explains y i do so?

i was fighting with my angel that always tell me it is wrong to do so...
somehow...as usual..my devil's idea n advise sound more interesting and correct...
n in me now...my devil is controlling me...is it mend to be like that?

i DONT KNOW WAT TO DO!