how are you doin, tiffanie?

a question asked by fb..

tiffanie said i dont know... i dont know what should i do. what is the correct steps that i'm suppose to take...

can someone answer me?

Another false alarm?

Hmm.. Seems like Mayan prediction was not exactly accurate.. No dooms day on 21/12/12

Like what said in the bible is true.. Nothing like this is predictable.. Which I totally agree with it even I'm not Christian.. :)

Can't wait for 2013 to arrive!!!

Cause seriously.. This is definitely not my year.. Hopefully I can live through 9 days peacefully...

a day to be remembered!

this week i was over joyed!
this is the week where it is my first time sending students for competition..
it was the 13th hong kong piano competition (preliminary round in malaysia)
in fact, out of 3, 2 of them got into finals!!!

it was a feeling that you cant imagine unless u experienced it yourself..
it was definitely my students effort to bring them to the finals..

yesterday was my gd 1 student who tried for the finals unfortunately her competitors managed to win as they played a very fast and technically demanding piece.. in my heart she did her very best!!

and today i witness myself my gd 8 student's victory! out of 5 picked, she was awarded with 2nd prize where there r actually no 1st prize winner as judges felt they r not good enough for hong kong (asia pacific) competition.

before the announcement, i was very very nervous as personally i feel she should be one of the top 3.. and yes she is!!

and as this is her first time goin for competition as well as my first time sending students for competition, it was a superb result!!!!

I AM SO HAPPY!!! :D

CONGRATULATIONS to KIMBERLY!!

driving home is never easy anymore...

it has been 2 weeks.. around this time...
a terrible accident happen to me...
something i never expect will happen...
n definitely dont wan it to happen...

and because of this...
driving home these has been real hard...

every time i pass by the same road the same place...
i flashed back what had happen...
i recall what happen...
i recall what has happen...

felt sad for knowing what has happen to the other person...
felt sad for causing so many people to worried for me...
especially dear and my parent...

i'm really sorry...

thank God that I was safe...
today I experience something that i never ever wanna experience anymore...
is freaking scarry...

now I need God to please help that man to be able to wake up...
And hope he can fully recover...

I'll pray very hard for his recovery...
Please help him...God..
Please...

life is so unpredictable...

i would say i'm quite a systematic person...partly it is because of my job?
but when comes to life...i feel so lost...so so so lost...
i dont know what should i do and what i shouldnt

being a freelancer is very unpredictable...
my salary is always unstable...
recently many students seem to drop out due to personal reason...
left me wondering should i open up more slots in music center?

how could i earn more if i only depend on music center??
what should i do to provide myself better financial status?

there is always a regret in my mind that why i choose to pick up music...
it is true that when u r doin something u like, you will lost something else?
i kinda enjoy teaching...but unfortunately teachers r not being appreciate well enough...

oh well...i got to just bear with it...i always believe God hav a plan for me...
God is really putting me into a tough test in my life exam...
i've been trying hard to coupe with it...
i've gone through what i thought to be something i cant except...

one thing i feel grateful is that God bring me to someone who has been always be there for me...
always trying to treat me like a princess...
of course God too has planed difficulties in my relationship....
but again... without these difficulties i'm sure our relationship wouldnt grow stronger...

i hope my toughness can overcome every difficulties He gives me in the future...
life's just like rainbow...without rain and sunshine...there will be no rainbow...
but when rainbow comes...it is the most gorgeous moment of all time...

i'm waiting for my RAINBOW to be formed!!
i'm sure one day it will!!!!

one word

disappointment...

Life road

Sometimes I wonder if this is not the road I've taken, what would I have been doin now.. But what I know is I don't know what should I do now.. My life seems to be so laid back.. Not earning enough money to get whatever I wan.. Not able to live with the life I wan.. I really felt so lost... Plan were not going as planned... I just can get used to it.. Am I being to squarish? I'm so used to planned life that when life doesn't go according to plan I just felt very frustrated.. I wanna move on wih my life.. I wanna get into a new chapter in my life.. Because I'm stuck in between.. I am stuck at a T junction .. Not knowing to turn left or right.. Shall I create another road other than left to right? But once I think of it.. Creating another road.. Need deep courage.. Aih...how? Can someone guild to the best road..

girl..

living as a girl is never easy...
if i ever had a child i think i prefer it to be a boy than a girl...
though i love girls cause i get doll them up and treat her like a princess...
but think harder...i dont wan her to go thru what girls hav to go thru...

as a girl...we always care about others but not ourselves..
you may be telling yourself that i love myself more than anyone else.
but when it comes to reality, it is totally the other way round.
especially when you r in love with someone...n especially the someone is your beloved boy.

he is always the priority...
he is always in your mind...
he is always your everything...

but in his mind,

my job is my priority...
my friends are in my mind...
my mistress is my everything...

but whats the point of complaining here?
thats the fact...
that is how God created us...

we r created to withstand all pains and sorrows..
girls have to go thru hard times in relationship...
girls have to withstand being hurt by guys...
girls have to withstand giving birth to new life...

to me...pain in giving birth is a joy...
cause only us girls manage to bring a new life to this world...
but sad case is guys dont appreciate that...
i wont say all guys r the same...but there are at least 30-40% r like that...
while girls hav to work...hav to take care of our child...hav to even take care of our man at home..
but...guys...they give excuses that they r busy...they r tired after work and etc...
what makes them different from a girl...
we need to work...so we wont be tired from work?
well...guys r not willing to take care of their kids..fine...
whats worst? i guess u n i knows it well...

thats the fact...girls..anything happen...take a deep breathe and let it go...
because the fact is we have to withstand everything that you dont want to withstand..

never trust movie storyline..

wonder...

sometimes i wonder when n how will it happen...
seen and heard many wonderful ones..
will mine be the same?

or maybe it will not happen at all?
dare not think too much...
dare not hope too much...

if i did...i will be comparing...
n i know is not a good thing...

let it comes naturally...
=)