half dead...

last night was the most terrible night...
wanted to study history around 10.30..
but at 11 something...my eyes already half closed...
so decided to take a nap till 2am..

woke up at 2am...
study study study until 4am...

go back to sleep...

and finally woke up at 9am because of my irritating niece...

arggg...
worst of all...
all that i had read dint really come out in exam...
but luckily i passed the exam..

another to go tmr...
which i know i will do pretty bad..

wish me luck...
@_@

weeeeeeeeeee

today's rehersal was very exciting!
we finally hav someone that has power to shut his mouth!
thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much...

really hope that he just couldnt stand it and leave orchestra imediately...
hahahaha..

stop bossing around with all ur big fat lies la!
U R NOT GOOD MEANS U R NOT!
that is the FACT!
it doesnt mean that we say we r better than u...
but at least we r tryin to be better...
rather than sayin words like "i cant believe i am the only cello major here"

see you in my dream

Every night I cry myself to sleeping
All because you ain’t here by my side
There’s a missing part of me
And that missing part is you
So I make-believe that you were here
.
This whole song is all that’s left of you babe
Wish that you could be here in July
I can hardly breathe my baby
Sucked the life out of me
Give me one more try
.
I can barely breathe my baby
Sucked the life out of me
I’ll just see you in my dream

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fall in love with this song...
it is a song by justin lo
emotional..

........

never expect it will be as bad as today..
i know i werent well prepared but...seems like the result is worst then i expected..
i hope i could still stand strong and keep myself goin on till the very end..

i dont wanna go on with this sem...

feel like cryin now...
i feel like i cant take the stress i am goin on now...
recital is tmr...
almost every week got quiz for history...
next week midterm...
did very badly for keyboard skills...n hopefully i will pass it..
jury pieces were not well prepare yet...
stuck with the irritating principle...

seems like everything just appear in this sem...
I DONT LIKE MY LIFE NOW!!!!!

ARGGGGGG...

STOP BUGGIN US WILL YA?
WE KNOW WAT WE R DOIN LA!
PRINCIPLE! SO WAT!?????? @#%^&*%#$%^$%^#$

hah? another time

oh man...left recover now right hand pulak?
i think this time...i strain my finger muscle...
DIE...better recover asap!!!!!

really wanna express myself about orchestra...
seriously...u think u r that good?
"hello"!!!! we r musician too k...
of course we know simple stuff like con sordini...divisi...etcccccc..
wat i am thinking now is... 'I DONT LIKE U AS PART OF US'
GRRRRR...
yes yes yes...u do help us a lot in fingering...
so wat...U R BEING TOO BOSSY!!!!!
i rather work out the fingerin myself or ask help from jo...

thought goin hav lots of fun in orchestra since we hav a very nice conductress...
mana tahu came out this "chan sai mei"
ARRRGGGG...U RUIN MY DAY!!!!

if time allow me to DROP orchestra n join choir...
I WILL
hopefully next sem's

he get lost
or
choir time suit my timetable..

or else...i will die working together with him..
ARRRGGGG...

aching...

feels like my left hand hav no energy...
dunno if it is because i practice too much today...
OR
i hurt my muscle when exercising....

hopefully it will recover tmr...

n...i am so dead...my recital piece is not well memorized yet...
n next week is my recital de!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH...
cannot believe i am in sem 6 de...
so called "senior"
hahahaha

cant wait to graduate next year...

????

i really dunno n dont wanna make decision...

wheeeeee...

kinda happy with my result...
got 3As!
hahahaha
n best of all...i PASSED my aural!!!!
yea!!!!!

but...seriously...not looking forward to this sem...
take a look at my thurs timetable..

9-10am tutorial
11-1pm orchestra
1-2pm major
2-4pm history
4-6pm cme

did u c any break time other than 10-11?
the answer is NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno how to survive..haih...

hmm...orchestra...today..we hav rehersal..
and around 8 something...someone we dont know came in n sit in.
n be4 u know it...we believe he took one of our friend's phone!!!
how daring is this kind of ppl...
UNBELIEVABLE!