is over....

is over for him,my beloved grandpa...

he has finally ends the pain that he is suffering yesterday...
he leave us all today around 6 something in the evening...
as he leaved...he wasnt alone...many of his daughters,sons ,grandchildren n of course his wife were surroundin him when he is leaving...

it was a relieve for him i guess....as he always wish he could be the 1st to leave...n now he has...

i wasnt there when he is leaving...but...at least i saw him in the afternoon today...
i dont hav the courage to go stand by the side of his bed n hold his hand...i just cant do it...
i was tryin to be brave n tell myself not to cry in front of him...but tears just rollin down my cheek...i walked out...

be4 we actually when into the ward n c him...i heard that he is suffering from breathin difficulty...only medication were preservin his life till this evening...at that time...i know the time is here....he will be living us...

n there he go....to a place where peace n happiness were in the air...
good bye grandpa...

in memories...Beh Meok Kim...Rest In Peace...