greed..

when u dont hav something, u'll ask for it..
when u hav it, u feel like losing it...

life is so ridiculous..
will the end of the world comes?

i feel that our world need a change...
I need a change...
I need to experience lost...
I never experience much lost in my life..
I need to feel how is it feel like to lost something...

it will be painful...but I wanna know how well can i handle it...
I wanna know...

something new...

what's new?
1st time resigning from a job.
1st time typing resignation letter.

good or bad?
good and bad...
good is that i no longer need to face 2 faced people.
bad is that not sure if i could find students.

wish me all the best..
hopefully this year end will bring me some luck in getting new students..

*finger crossed*

urgency...

looking at those pics by friends gave me those urge to do it...
but i must always remind myself...you cant rush this kind of thing...

but those feel are getting stronger day by day...
is that really wat i wan?

hmm....

confused...

21.8.2011

2 years and 2 months..

time passes...

ups and downs we go...

we r still staying strong...

teacher's dilemma..

teaching is really a very difficult task..

no improvement...blame the teacher
cant play...blame the teacher
no good result...blame the teacher

n when it comes to fees..
cant pay...teacher bares the consequences..

actually the coming case i'm goin to mention is more about fees...
this parent never complaint anything about my teaching..
she seem very nice if u talk to her n so...

but when it come to fees...gosh...
never get it easily..
i dont blame those who cant pay on time because of financial problem..
indeed i experience that before that i taught 2 of her daughter n she dint pay me for 2 months and she say she hav some financial problem..

well..at 1st i feel uneasy but trusted her anyhow..so in the end she did pay me the 2 months fee when she managed to.

as for what happen today..
she live in a SEMI-D...she hav an estima, jazz, myvi and 1 more 4 wheel drive...also..she carries a LV bag..
well till here...i guess u all should know what is her background...

so..the scenario is...i was teaching her daughter at her house...
after i finished...i asked for 2 month fees as she havent been paying after weeks n weeks of classes..
she WENT upstairs n came down with an answer "SHE IS NOT IN"
if u have common sense then u will able to sense that if her mom is not in why would she go upstairs after i ask her to do so..

n the best part is... while i am teaching her daughter...i heard her yelling at his son "BOY COME N SLEEP WITH MOMMY"

so am i imagining voice? or the fact is she is at home????
y she need to teach her daughter to tell lies?
cant she just say she dont hav enough cash at home that's y she cant pay today??

this is just so unbelievable...GRRRRRRRR

REDANG never disappoint me!

after 3 years.. Redang still look wonderful..
this time..with dear..everything is even better..
i do hav to admit...you r not as romantic as i thought of but i still loooovvveeee yoouuuuu...
we hav been thru ups and downs throughout these 2 years...i am sure our relationship will grow stronger in coming years...

so yea...this is our 2nd anniversary...

back to Redang...everything is fantastic especially Laguna Redang...
i will never stay in other resort anymore...
food is nice...service is good...room is not bad..and surrounding is fantastic!

unfortunately...other guest were not...especially those from china..
dint mean to be racist but they r very rude people..
but most importantly, they dont know how to follow instruction?

already brief on do's and dont's when snorkeling but yet they still do it!
the very thing i cant stand it is that they r spoiling our coral reefs!!!!!!!!!
i witness a very cruel incident where a group of china people dive down to the bed of the sea at marine park and pluck the corals...when they success to pluck it...the other parts of the coral were broken...which means it cant be save anymore..
how could they do such cruel thing?!!!
they r spoiling our country's treasure!!!!!
how would they feel if we do the same to their pandas?????
no brain people!!! can anything be done?
i dont wan the next round i go redang i dont get to c much corals..
because it is well shown that there r lesser corals compared to the previous time i was there..

hopefully some related society could do something about it..

:(

things not going well...
not able to help much..
what can i do...............
what can i do to make things better?
what is going to happen next?

help.