yet another time..

cny...dont u think it is a fun n nice festival....
1st u get to go for reunion dinner...where u n ur family can enjoy nice n yummy food together...
n then...the best part was to get lots of lots of ang pau...

well...i think the night be4 cny n the 1st day of cny is fun as everyone get together on these 2 days to hav a nice chit chattin about wat hav happen the whole year round....
i dint mean that the 2nd day of cny is not nice...it is nice but....just that hearin all that had happen n is happening to my mother's side grandma n also my sick uncle just make me feel sad n also angry...but i get to overcome it...maybe it is because they dont used to live with me since i was young...

on the 3rd day of cny....me, my parent n also my 2 cousins r happily goin out for a short distance holiday trip...half way to our destination....my dad receive a phone call sayin that my grandpa got stroked n was sent to hospital...according to my uncle...it was 1st thought it was just light stroked...but after he was sent to scan his brain...it was known that his blood vessel in the brain has already burst n bleeding happened...when we know he was in bad condition,it is 4pm de...

we reach kjg hospital around 5pm...n get to know the whole situation from the doctor..according to the doctor...he,my grandpa hav no much hope...most the private hosp will not accept his case not even the hosp kl...as his brain will fill with more water n blood as hours n hours pass by...sooner when there are no more space for the blood to fill in the brain...it will then go right down to the back of his neck..n that time he will face breathin difficulties n....

i seriously never thought of this day will come...as he has been living with me for a few years be4 n also he n my grandma is the one who watches me growin up...n also...i really misses the days where he fetches me to n back from school everyday...i always thinks that he is the best grandpa i ever had....i will definitely miss him a lot after he lives this world...right now...i hope that he will pass away in a peace n non painful way...as which i think he would think the same as well...