Our resolution..

Was on the way home..
We came across to discuss about our future..
It is a fruitful discussion..
Thru this session.. We hav more clear idea on what we want in our life..
N I hope it will happen..

This cny is not as pleasant as how I wish it to be.. But since we gone thru it.. I feel that our relationship grew stronger than before..

Hopefully it will stay strong..cause I really think it is worth living with you for the rest of myself..I dare not say that I will definitely be with u forever but if I will I am sure I will be a great one..

Today.. I was searching for this lyric..

林俊杰JJ Lin Jun Jie- Ji De 记得 pinyin lyrics
谁还记得　是谁先说　
shei hai ji de shi shei xian shuo 
永远的爱我
yong yuan de ai wo 
以前的一句话　
yi qian de yi ju hua 
是我们以后的伤口
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou 
过了太久　没人记得　
guo le tai jiu mei ren ji de 
当初那些温柔
dang chu na xie wen rou 
我和你手牵手　
wo he ni shou qian shou 
说要一起　走到最后
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou 

我们都忘了　
wo men dou wang le 
这条路走了多久
zhe tiao lu zou le duo jiu 
心中是清楚的　
xin zhong shi qing chu de 
有一天　有一天都会停的
you yi tian you yi tian du hui ting de 
让时间说真话　
rang shi jian shuo zhen hua 
虽然我也害怕
sui ran wo ye hai pa 
在天黑了以后　
zai tian hei le yi hou 
我们都不知道会不会有以后
wo men dou bu zhi dao hui bu hui you yi hou 

谁还记得　是谁先说　
shei hai ji de shi shei xian shuo 
永远的爱我
yong yuan de ai wo 
以前的一句话　
yi qian de yi ju hua 
是我们以后的伤口
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou 
过了太久　没人记得　
guo le tai jiu mei ren ji de 
当初那些温柔
dang chu na xie wen rou 
我和你手牵手　
wo he ni shou qian shou 
说要一起　走到最后
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou 

我们都累了　
wo men dou lei le 
却没办法往回走
que mei ban fa wang hui zou 
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　
liang ke xin dou mi huo zen me shuo 
怎么说都没有救
zen me shuo dou mei you jiu 
亲爱的为什么　
qin ai de wei shen me 
也许你也不懂
ye xu ni ye bu dong 
两个相爱的人　
liang ge xiang ai de ren 
等著对方先说想分开的理由
deng zhe dui fang xian shuo xiang fen kai de li you 

谁还记得　
shei hai ji de 
爱情开始变化的时候
ai qing kai shi bian hua de shi hou 
我和你的眼中　
wo he ni de yan zhong 
看见了不同的天空
kan jian le bu tong de tian kong 
走得太远　
zou de tai yuan 
终于走到分岔路的路口
zhong yu zou dao fen cha lu de lu kou 
是不是你和我
shi bu shi ni he wo 
要有两个　相反的梦
yao you liang ge xiang fan de meng 

谁还记得　是谁先说　
shei hai ji de shi shei xian shuo 
永远的爱我
yong yuan de ai wo 
以前的一句话　
yi qian de yi ju hua 
是我们以后的伤口
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou 
过了太久　没人记得　
guo le tai jiu mei ren ji de 
当初那些温柔
dang chu na xie wen rou 
我和你手牵手　
wo he ni shou qian shou 
说要一起　走到最后
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou 
我和你手牵手　
wo he ni shou qian shou 
说要一起　走到最后
shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou

Then I realize out relationship reach till this point.. Fortunately.. It grew stronger instead of falling apart.. N I really glad that it does.. Again <3 you dear..

New year?

Ever heard of the 1st day of new year everything u say, eat and do is important so that the whole new year will be the same?

I guess my this whole year wouldn't be as great as I think.. I do hope it will not be as true as what those old ppl say..

But somehow even new year I am not happy.. Now same goes to Chinese new year.. I really feel like shouting out loud the F word..

totally forgot!

n i get to playing with my new toy during this trip... wheeeeee....

happy chinese new year!!!

when one gets older...the chinese new year feel gone lesser n lesser n lesser..
oh well...anyhow...today the cny feel had finally arrive
looking at my mom preparing for tomorrow reunion lunch held in my house (again..aih)
and putting up deco...setting up altar by putting fruits...flowers n etc.
it shows that it is finally here!

bought a nike shoe today!!! wheeee....
n before this i got some new polo-T, t-shirts, levis jeans and some dresses...
happie...

this year round...me goin to experience new cny feel as i am goin back to dear's hometown..
hopefully it is a great trip
also also...on 3rd day on cny...we r heading up to penang!!!!
FOOD HEAVEN
cant wait....it has been so so so long since i been to penang!!!!

cant wait cant wait!!! :D

gosh..

Gosh...whats wrong with everyone?
another engaged?

is it timed? or ppl r getting married early these days?
or is it like dear say...around this age u will get more n more these kind of news?

hmmm...

i dont like the sound of it...
it prove that i am getting OLD!
which at the thought of it, i am goin to get old in around a month's time...

n i dont like it! hmmmp >.<

thanks for the memories..

came across with this title on thestar.com.my at viewed the most box..
so i thought...hmm...cecilia ahern's book?
click...

Thanks for the memories

MY nephew Bryan Chiel Yee Hao (pic) read the following letter on his flight to New York last August. It was written by his mother, Amy Fun, my sister.


My dear Bryan,

What better gift to give you than a heartfelt letter spun from the inner recesses of my heart? On top of that, this note is written with great sentiment as I’m using the Sheaffer your dad bought for me more than 20 years ago.

And I’m writing to my son who will be leaving the nest a day from now to a faraway land. I shall be careful not to let any teardrop smudge any of these pages, which are written in ink. That’s what style’s all about, yeah?

Thank you ... for the cheer you bring with your presence
Thank you for always holding my hand when we walk and talk
Thank you for the random disagreements concerning our personal viewpoints and the better understanding that arises out of these
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for walking this Kuan Yin Path alongside me in your own quiet way
Thank you for showing me your strength in the silence that you hold in pursuing your dreams
Thank you for the belief in yourself when all else fails within.
Thank you for introducing me to Youtube to revisit songs from days of yore
Thank you for appreciating the many things beyond your age
Thank you for your helping hand in our household chores
Thank you for taking pride in making the altar bright
Thank you, above all, for your myriad unassuming ways.
Thank you for choosing to be my son in this lifetime
Thank you for bonding so well with your Pa the way you do
Thank you for respecting and loving the elderly
Thank you for sharing with me your first love and first heartbreak, too.
“Thank you” seems too simple a word to use for you, Bryan
Thank you for your fine examples in living life
Thank you for having an observant eye
Thank you for wanting to repay society someday
Thank you for acknowledging Divine Grace in a sincere way.
Son, simply, thank you for your existence.



Bryan passed away in a road accident on Sept 28, 2010, in Plattsburg, United States. His 20 years as an amazing human being touched the hearts of those who knew him. – Aunt Jene

touching..is great to hav this wonderful relationship bewteen mother n son..
really..is not easy...being understanding...

sad to hear that this wonderful mother lose his son.. i am sure her son is in heaven now..

ps..i love you

how many times had i watched this movie?
i've lost count...

but when i am watching it...it will never be when i am in good mood..

we learn a lot of thing from this movie..
a lot about love..
i can tell i am sort of like holly once in awhile..

cranky..unreasonable..
i always question myself..y am i like that?
y?

till today...i still dont find answer to that question..
n with those attitude...it kinda...

kinda...

aih....