stress=sick

that is so true...
this sem, i took psychology as elective...
n according to the textbook...

STRESS MAY LEAD TO SICKNESS AS IT WILL LOWER YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM..

this is so true k!
last week has been a midterm week...
ASSIGNMENTS, PRESENTATION, AURAL
n plus...PSYCH QUIZ on mon...

so then....after psych quiz....
I FALL SICK!!!!!!!
DAMN....

now...coughin and sneezing....
y ms Daisy know that stress is bad n still give us terrible quiz?
Y?

great relief...

well...after the aural midterm...i consider myself as truely stress free...
though...still hav psychology test on mon...n i havent finish my self-reflective essay...

so...today...after aural midterm...me n nicole went to midvalley for our 5 BERLIAN REUNION!!!!
well...not many of them turn out...n most of them were malays...
so turn out to be quite boring to me as i am not very very close to them...

hmm....did they change?
so far....i think no...except for boon li with a much longer hair which i already know...

well..actually my main point goin there is for SHOPPING!!!
is SALES ok?
so cant blame me on being so crazy...

this time...it is a very satisfying shopping trip for me...
got a dress and a short pants from MNG and also a blouse from PADINI AUTHENTIC
:D

but...the unhappy part is...again...i spend a lot this month...
i seriously need someone to control me...
or perhaps a better way...someone to sponsor me...hahahahaha

haih...got to finish up my essay now..
sayonara!

do u know...

do u know how stress am i?

the answer is on my forehead!
so many PIMPLES! arrggg

not good...

haih....i hate my life...or i shall say...i hate this sem...
not doin well in cme...(though ms chong do say we improved..)
I CANT PLAY THOSE STUPID NOTES!
TERRIBLELY DISSONANCE AND LOTS OF F***ING CHORDS!

i know u r unhappy with us...
but u must understand la...think of it as a whole...
we r almost finished with our piece...so dont need to be too rushing...
is better to polish up before moving to a new section...
or else...everything will be just a word... MESSY!
i believe u dont wan it to be like that...

i am sorry la...i dint really try my very best...
i just hav to many things to get it done...

worst of all...orchestra...
i got to admit...i dint practice orchestra pieces at all...
n now i need to play the swan solo part...
ARRGGGG...

I NEED A BREAK!

y there is no such thing as FERMATA/PAUSE in LIFE?

movie n movie n movie

2 movies in a week!
1st...me and my college gang went to watch KUNGFU PANDA in 1utama...
a good and entertaining cartoon...
worth ur time to watch...hahaha
then after movie...we when to Italianies to celebrate Cindy's birthday..
after Italianies....Laundry BAR....
we ordered a tower of drinks...forgot wat it is called...
nice drink!

then on fri night...ms nicole and rachel ask me out for another movie...
MADE OF HONOUR...
suprise?
me too...i thought it is suppose to be out next week...
but somehow...this TGV already hav it...
well...the story was just ok...
i prefered PS I LOVE YOU...hahahaha

PAIN!

OMG...it has been the 2nd day since my back hurts!
i seriously dont know wat happen but i guess it should be caused by my sleeping position...but i always sleep the same way...y it never happen be4 this?
argg....it is quite bad especially when i need to play the cello...

oh pain please go off....

12.15am...8th June 2008

drops n drops n drops of tears rolling down....
as it ended with a wonderful scene of Ireland...
she did found her next partner...

arent that suppose to be a happy ending?
y crying then?

back to 10.25pm 7th June 2008...
quarrelling happen between Holly and Gerry...
but it ended up sweetly as they hugging and kissing each other...

WINTER,thanks giving party...
"together we will remember that Gerry will always be with us"
tears rolling down yet another time...
Gerry is gone...brain tumor has finally taken his life away...

weeks after weeks...Holly has never been taking the fact that Gerry is gone...
she always thought that Gerry was still beside her...hugging her warmly..playing her songs on his guitar...
but...it is just yet another hallucination...

the night when Holly turn 30...
mother,sisters and friends came to her nasty, messy apartment to give her a suprise..
but...it werent wat she wants...
"DING DONG"
cake delivery...
on top of the cake...it is written with "happy 30th birthday HOLLY, from Gerry"
unbelievable...she thought it was yet another suprise that her friends organized for her...
she was wrong...with the cake..a voice recording was included...
and it says "hey baby..suprise...i know i will not be there for ur birthday...but i hav a plan for u baby....believe it or not...i written u letters...letters which will be delivered to you in a special way...dont need to guess how am i goin to do it... :)"

from the next day onwards...there will be one letter delivered to Holly each day...
wat is those letters about?
a very well planned road for Holly...
so that she will go on with her life as happy as possible...
it was also a process of letting her know...she need to forget about Gerry although they hav been to such a wonderful journey in the past...
and at the end of each letter...it says...

PS : I LOVE YOU

______________________________________
perhaps...i choose a right time to watch this movie...
PS: I LOVE YOU

it was a great one...cried throughout the whole movie...
there is a question scan thru my mind...
if...i ever be so unlucky that my husband past away earlier than me...
will he ever plan the road so that i could live on with a happier life?